I just wanted to post a quick note to say hello to all of you and let you know I have been thinking of you.
I must confess that I have not been into the Woman of Moderation study much at all the last week or so. My discipline in that area is waning. However, all is not lost. I have started reading through the Book of Mark — slowly reading it and absorbing it rather than racing through it as I have in the past. I am seeing and understanding more than ever before. It’s like reading this for the first time. I am curious as to whether any of you have had similar experiences.
While my weight loss efforts have not been a huge success (although I’m not tipping the scales as much as before), my heart has changed and continues to change. I find myself praying more often – just a thought or two throughout the day. I’ve have on several occasions verbally given Him the glory when someone has thanked me for something or complimented me on something. I have even been responding to friends’ problems with scripture verses (don’t you just love Bible Gateway) and have found them to be receptive – even the non-Christians. Those of you who know me well know that this is very unlike me. In fact, it’s not me. He is starting to permeate my life. It is a wonderful feeling.
Don’t get me wrong. My circumstances haven’t changed. I still live in a messy house and overweight body. I still have the same old problems and insecurities. But I have peace — something I’ve sought for as long as I can remember.
I hope you all are finding that same peace.
–LeLe
Since the person who had initially wanted the extra book never claimed it, I have given it to our diet and exercise guru here at the office. (She also happens to be a friend of mine — yes, I do have other friends.) Anyway, she asked me to write an inscription in it. Here’s what I wrote:
I think the reason so many of us fail at dieting is that we are not meant to diet but to enjoy all His gifts in moderation. Through this study, I have learned that many of the times I overindulge in anything, be it food, entertainment, web-surfing, knitting (yes, knitting), I am usually trying to avoid something. I have also learned that, when I am facing something unpleasant, I can turn to Him for help and that only a relationship with Him will provide the ultimate satisfaction that I (and all of us) seek.
I am so pleased that you are going to add this to your reference library. I hope you find it useful in your mission to help others with their health issues.
“Everything is permissible for me. But I will not be mastered by anything.”– 1 Corinthians 6:12
Reading back through this, I am once again reminded how far we have all come and how far we still have to go. But I so enjoy being a work in progress with the rest of my twisted sisters. This journey would not be nearly as fun without each of you. And it is even sweeter knowing that, when we reach the end of the journey, we will get to spend eternity with each other. Can’t you just hear the laughter?
Hello sisters. I am whiny today. The last 3 mornings in a row, I’ve done about 20 minutes of yoga/stretching, and some tummy crunches. I’ve even gotten a few miles of walking in since Sunday. What have I learned?
Exercise is not good for me! This morning, I leaned over to put lotion on my leg and was treated with a back spasm. I’ve been walking around ever since looking like I have a stick up my you-know-what. I’m supposed to go to Girl Scout camp on Friday night and horseback riding on Saturday. So, I’m going to the chiropractor this afternoon to hopefully get the stick removed.
Waaaah!
On the positive side, He and I had a really good talk this morning. How have you been.
Good morning, my sisters. I missed you last night, but I was in the middle of a project that I didn’t want to stop.
I must confess that this last week I have not always been moderate. I have not always made the best choices in what I eat or how I spend my time (although my overindulgences with food are not what they used to be – Thank you God!). I’ve done a lot of web-surfing, a lot of knitting, and more TV viewing than usual. I’ve indulged in a lot of comfort foods. I have not spent much time with Him.
But, not all immoderation is bad. I indulged in playing in the snow with my kids, my husband, and my dogs. I indulged in 2 naps. I indulged in clearing out and rearranging Jenny’s room (for which I got a big hug). I indulged in just being home and being a family.
This morning, I indulged in a little exercise. While some may not see this as an indulgence, I do. It’s something that I did just for me, and for this body that God has given me to take care of.
And right now, I’m indulging in a little blog-time with my sisters.
What God is showing me these days, is that I will slip into some of my same old patterns from time to time, and that’s OK — I’m forgiven when I do. But He’s also showing me that some things I am meant to indulge in – Him, family, friends, taking care of myself. He is showing me how to truly live.
I ask His blessing on all of you this week.
Love,
LeLe